Secondary...........

You selfish...
Thoughtless..
Unresponsive...
When it comes to me,
Everyone else comes first
Before we...
What happened to the man
Who once gave
A damn
About me?
Id give up
Everything for you,
But you won't do the
Same for me,
Your excuse is..
You didn't ask me,
Thing is
You wouldn't have to
Because I wouldn't
Second guess
Give you my all,
To me
You deserve
Nothing less...
But you refuse
To give me your best
I'm secondary;
Way below
Everyone else...
I'm growing tired
Of playing second,
Third, fourth
And fifth...
You taking everything,
Emotionally,
Physically,
And I'm at the point
Where I've got
No more left
To give,
Constantly forgiving,
Excusing,
And overlooking
The shit you
Just did,
The lies,
Deciet,
The bitches you
Thought you hid
From my eyes,
Frustrated, tired
Of crying,
Sick of you lying,
You are that guy
You promised me
You're not,
Id give you the world,
But you always place
Me last,
Keeping bitches around
That you meant
Nothing to,
Tired of hearing from
Your past...
I love you,
Yes I do,
But if I'm secondary,
How much longer
Will I allow myself
To come in
Last?