Help me....

Hello baby, I need you to hear me speak, cause right now, our minds need to meet.. I love you for life, and can't see life without you, but.. I need you to stretch out your hand, cause tight now things are really tough.. I've been trying to do it all and I'm losing my breath, baby, please help me, cause I can't do it all by my self anymore, God knows I opened this door to letting you get too comfortable sitting down, but you said you got me, when all the chips are down.. you said you'd make me smile, but without your help, all I do is frown.. I'm scraping the bottom of the barrel, and you, you ain't meeting me halfway, while Im giving up my blood, sweat, tears and marrow, you sitting down chillin, leaving it all up to me, baby, I'm drowning, un ass the couch and save me!!!! right now I need you to man up and stop being so fucking lazy!!

The time of my life - A short story by LBrady the brave

Shit like this is why people lose their fucking minds and run up inside businesses and shoot everything visible. What Shit am I talking about? LIFE. Life and its fucked up way of telling you that you have no choice but to keep moving, even after you've had everything you own taken from you; more like stolen. Even your own family can sometimes be the thieves who take from you, not physical things, but emotionally rob you, and well, once you've been emotionally robbed, it takes you to a dark place within yourself, of with you don't quite recover from. I mean, I'm nobody s victim, but goddamn, people can't be this vicious. Or can they? I'm standing here still in shock, at my daughter Makayla's head stone four years after I buried her. I still can't believe she's dead. I know you probably wondering how my baby ended up in the ground at 7, so ill tell you. Her grandmother, my mother, killed her. And got away with it because she's Chief of Police in St. Louis county, and has many friends in very high places. One night I got called in to work, and I needed a sitter. My mother offered to keep her, under one condition: I had to pay her 350.00 for that night. I really needed to get to work, so I gave her that ridiculously large amount of money, for one night. You see, my mother wasn't your ordinary mother or grandmother.  Like I said before, she's the chief of police in St. Louis County, and she's got friends everywhere. On top of all this, she's a slut with an extreme coke addiction and not to mention she has a thing for young boys. I don't mean young, like 20, no I mean young like 14, and just entering high school and puberty. Mama had this one little boys nose so wide open I swear he could inhale bowling balls. She messed with him from the time he was 13 and a half til he was 17. As soon as he turned 17, she felt like he was getting too old for her taste and she discarded him like old food or trash on a picnic table. That poor child was calling and crying and carrying on like mama wasn't 44 and he was 17. I guess the old saying " that old snapper still bites" was describing her because homie was pussy whipped!! When mama got through with him, she was on to the next sex toy there is. You should see her, disgusting ass pig. She watches all the new prisoners like they are filet Mignon with an excellent side. She knew who she could and couldn't fuck, who was gay, who was celibate, and who gave head and played hard about it. Mama was queen bee at her job (cont..)

Saturday ....

I thought I knew you well enough to let my guard down, thought I knew you well enough to let you inside my heart, but you let me down.. One situation turned into a massive fight.. never before in my life have I been scared for my life.. you struck me. more than twice that night you took my heart from me, with each hit.. how could you be so angry with me over such nonsense? and how could I still be so in love with you? you promised me you was a good dude...

Gone..

I hope you know what you are about to lose, I'm one in a billion, there are a million versions of you... Irreplaceable, at first, I thought you were, but when you lied to me that night and took my car to visit her... I changed my mind, opened my eyes, and got dressed, I refuse to let another man put me through the stress.. I've got a real heart, broken, banging in my chest, but you, you couldn't care less.. I was the best you'll ever have, besides me, none of them hoes you lay with measure to half of me, I'm leaving tomorrow, no longer will you make an ass of me..

Liar.....

Liar I can see the words forming in your head before you speak them. Liar. I can tell you about to say something untrue.. Liar. Out of everything I do as a woman, this is what you do? Liar. I can smell her scent on you.. Liar. She ain't clean, but a dirty bitch is who you lose us to? Liar. You said that she meant nothing to you... Liar. She meant enough for you to forget about me for about four hours, then return to me, and hurry and take a shower.. Liar. Don't touch me anymore, I hate you.. Liar Go back to her, she's who you want.. Liar You don't love me, if you did, how could you cheat on me Liar. Guess we will never know how you and me could have been Liar Here I go, I guess I'm single again...