Old broken heart

When people show their
True colors,
Believe what your eyes
See
Cause you'll want to
Remove yourself...
Don't be a sucka
Like me..
You see,
I stayed too long,
My feelings now
Are way too strong
Just to walk away...
So I stay
And get hurt..
Everyday...
Its not the same
As it was in the beginning,
I was blinded by love,
It had me
Grinning
Ear to ear,
Now,
He don't even want me
Near...
Couldn't give a
Fuck about my tears..
I don't mean shit
To him no more..
See,
I'm a fool,
Because I stayed
Long after he closed
His emotional door
And slid in between
The thick thighs
Of a neighborhood
Whore..
I couldn't leave..
Even when he
Threw me out of
His front door...
My heart hit the floor
But I still begged
And pleaded
For his love..
Stayed and took
More of his lies,
Babies by other women,
And longing
To feel him
Between my thighs...
Embarassed because
He ignored my
Longing for him
Sexually,
But he did fuck with
Bitches..slutty loose
Women..
And it depressed me..
Gave him my
All,
And my every dime,
Only to hear him
Tell me
That he didn't want
To be with me
During a phone call...
Now,
I'm old..
And alone..
And I don't
Know how to
Love anymore...