Love stress....

I'm trying to find a reason to keep loving you...
The things you say,the things you do,
And all of the unnecessary shit you
Put me through...
I can't stand you...
You take me for granted,
While I love you more than
Anyone walking this planet...
Gatdamnit...
I hate you now,
Look at what you've done to me..
Stressed me so much I've. Lost your seed,
Delt with them hoes, your lying, your greed
Look I'm a strong woman, but I can't make
Myself just leave you...
Everytime you say you're sorry I
Believe you...
Even though deep within me I know that
I don't need you...
You drowning me..
Killing me with your foolishness
Only God knows how long
I can take this stress...
Why me baby?
What did I do? Is it because I
Truly love you while no other woman did?
Tell me, tell me, because I'm at the point
Of being done with our love...
Yes baby, you've push me beyond the
Normal limits...anything you asked, id give it...
But you left me days on end in a foreign space
Alone...and you act like you don't give a shit..
And even though you wrong for leaving me here
Alone for so long, I still forgive you...