You love me?

How do you love me?
Let me count the ways, and the days that you've shown me no love..I give, give, give, and still, I can't get as much as a hug...won't even look me in the eye, cause you're afraid I'd see a lie that you told or are about to tell...How do you love me? Let me count the ways that you've cheated on me, the ways you've put other bitches above me, made me an option and them a priority. How can you break my heart and disregard my feelings, rip me apart, then expect me to keep loving you the same, love isn't a game, so how can you play with my emotions this way? The other day I heard you say, "I LOVE YOU TOO" without looking my way...you lied. You don't love me, cause you can't even look me in my face. How do you love me, let me count the ways you don't care...see, right now, I need your shoulder but you on the phone cakin, makin plans to desert me, like I was never worthy of your time, when you was down I stood by your side, but now that the tables have turned, you'd rather fuck around on me and let us burn...hurt so bad now I can't even yearn for you...claim to love me, but I don't think you do at all....