Shackled by shame,
Dismissed without the same
Last name,
I am the oops baby,
The baby given birth to
That was supposed to change
Everything for the best,
Not to cause more stress..
But I did,
What did I know, I was
Just a kid...
Nowhere in my mind could I conceive
That my life would be the theif
That stole away dreams,
Or the baby with such little hope and
Promise that my own mama
Is ashamed of me,
And my daddy never really
Claimed me...
Thought id be one of the beloveds
If I just change me,
Little did I realize, they'd still hate me,
The biggest downfall of their lives
Was the mistake called me,
The black sheep a.k.a the oops baby...
Somewhere I'm crying tears, but masking them with a
False smile,
I don't know what love is, never will
Cause self hatred was bred in me
As a child...
I'll be okay, I guess
After a while,
I'll go on living as a broken adult
Who was once someone's
Bastard child,
And ill pray to God that
Maybe,
Just maybe,
Someone will love me
For who I am
Maybe I was meant to be here,
Maybe God has a
Plan for this black sheep
A.k.a. the OOPS BABY.....
Thursday, November 3, 2011
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